tHis m0rNinG i g0t kNowN sUmtHing tHat Is i Hve hUrt sUm0ne feEliNg. I t0tAlLy sUrpRise wHen I Kn0w b0uT it! I nEveR th0ugHt tHat sHe 0fFendeD wIth wHat i sAid. tHe 0ne i mEntion is mY oWn teAcher, mAdaM RazliNa... i kEep tHinkIng b0ut tHis alL dAy l0nG! uNtil i'vE l0st mY aPpeTitE. rIghT n0w i rEalLy2 bE rElucTant to atTenD hEr cLasS nExT m0ndAy.. i RealLy2 sHy t0 confr0nt aNd ap0l0giZe. wHy i FeEl lIke tHis?? tHis Is b'coz, sHe ofFenDed wIth sUmtHinG sImple.. bUt i cAn'T saY liKe tHat.. eVery0ne aRe n0t sAme. sHe miGht be sUm0nE wH0 eAsilY t0 l0sE heArt. i Can't c0mpAred eVery0ne wIth mE..
mslh skg ni, bnda ni dh lama lpas. npew bwu skg ungkit blik?? npew yew x ckp mse 2 gk.. rite now, i felt guilty s0 much!! coz bnda ni dh lme.. bwu skg aq taw yg kte2 aq that time buat yew trsew aty yg t'amt sgt.. aq tkut hlg kbrkatan.. ssh la nk ubah prngai aq yg straight forward ni! min psan okmo suh aq jga aty owg.. tp aq wt derk jew.. xamek ksoh pon. aq rsew b'slh sgt coz dh lkakn aty sowg guru.. i though juz want to sent through msg, but that its not professional at all. 2 cm mnunjukkn aq pnkut! tkut nk b'dpan gn ksalahan dri sndri. im not that kind of person. aq akn b'hdapan dgn kslahan aq, aq xtkut klu aq bnar2 slh. lmbat sgt ary isnin ni.. aq dh xsggup nk tggung rse b'slh yg t'amt sgt ni. aq tkut xsmpat nk mntk mf ngn madam. klu pape jd kt aq @ kt madam cm new??? aq akn tggung rsew b'slh ni smpai akhr hyat aq! aq xnk! aq tkut gk klu madam x mfkn aq... org yg mdh kcik aty g2 sllunyew ssh nk mfkn owg.. klu yew xmfkn aq cmnew?? sume ni b'mla dr skap aq yg t'lmpau straight forward! mlut aq ni xdok lesen lgsung.. xknal n xtaw nk respect owg lgsung! pdhal min psan okmo kt aq, bkpe la aq xdgr psan min??? skg aq kne tggung sume ni.. klu madam kcik aty g2 ngn aq, msti owg len pon kcik aty ngn aq? msti rmai dh b'kcil aty ngn aq. skg ni aq rsew b'slh yg t'amat sgt! aq kne ubh skap aq ni.. aq dh bsar.. pndai mkir dh.. aq kne ubh gk skap aq ni.. aq xmmboh dh owg kcik aty gn aq.. aq rela aty aq yg skit dr owg skit aty ngn aq. min, skg ni kak akn cbe sdya upya kak utk ubh skap kak ni.. mmg sukar tp kak akn cube.. kak xmmboh tggung dh rsew b'sloh ni.. dh la kak tggung dh rsew b'sloh coz xdang mntak mf ngn ayah.. kak xdang mntk mf ngn ayah ats ktrlnjuran kak yg wt ayah berasew aty. min, w/pon min jauh dr kak skg ni.. kak hrp min d4 slurkn smgt n ktbahan min kt kak. bntulh kak dr jauh untk b'hdpan ngn mslh ni..
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